29.7.05
graduation
congrats to all DARE graduates..!! after 3 yrs..we've made it..!! pic to da left...<-- see those botaks..? nw they in army le...jia you..!! 2 more months to go..! rem to invite me n helyn to u guys pop hor..we sure will rem to buy coke for u all de...haha...=P
pic taken nt all inside...some of them went to look for their parents...=/ nvm...got 1 quite full of aero ppl de...upload once i get it from my dear gal helyn..! =) so exciting to see them yest...haha~
Posted by dotsux at 7/29/2005 12:15:00 am
26.7.05
1st day at work...
finally...sis fren got me a job at iras..2day 1st day..nv late ok..!! haha...tks to kw..gave me morning call though he no nid to wake up so early..xie xie siao mao...!was raining heavily in da morning..wat a fine day to slp..but too bad...manage to get out of hse on time..very scare tat i'll be late..coz traffic jam down da rd to red "uknowwat" sch...those parents..haiz..manage to reach there early..lucky...didnt get lost also..haha...coz da signs are everywhere..thank god its so near da mrt..=P
was nt da onli temp they hiring..in fact they nid lots more..any1 interested..? quite nice deal actually...bad ting is...most of da peps going same dept wif me...actually knows each other..! arghz..those who knows me well will knoe..im a very "men re" kind of person..actually depends on my mood..? haha...so quite lonely there...=( wat to do..niways..will try my best to mix wif them..tink im da youngest there can..n wif da least experience...=( nvm..getting pok pok in also..she coming on fri..but most prob diff dept..but nvm..still same building..at least lunch gt ppl acc me...=D
1st 2 days of work r training..but still gt $$ take...=P kept dozing off actually...coz was really bored lor...plus da weather....haha..lucky i was nt da onli 1..there's another guy who was dozing off also..n da best ting is he is sitting beside da assist manager giving da lecture..! haha~ but she's a nice lady..keep giving us break..so nt tat bad..
graduation tmr..!! haha...like finally can..after so long..getting my dip...so long nv see da rest lehz..wondering hw da botaks doing...=P or rather are they coming..? haiz..heard tat some of them got field camp/range..but really hope tat they can come..n we can go out after tat..so long nv meet them liaoz lor..miss da gang...haha..=) will post pics..! so watch out for tis space...
very slpy nw..2day got malay class..hmz..guess wat..i actually enjoy going to malay class..coz da chikgu very interesting..but too bad next 2wks no lesson...he going overseas..n plus national day...saya mahu tido...=P
selamat malam...!
Posted by dotsux at 7/26/2005 10:50:00 pm
20.7.05
wat is love abt...
THIS IS WHAT LOVE IS ALL ABOUT:It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 am, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry, as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health.
He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer Disease. As we talked, and I finished dressing his wound, I asked if she would be worried if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now. I was surprised, and asked him. "And you still go every morning, even though she doesn't know who you are?" He smiled as he patted my hand and said. "She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is."I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and thought, "That is the kind of love I want in my life".
True love is neither physical, nor romantic.True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.With all the jokes and fun that are in e-mails, sometimes there are some that come along that have an important message, and this is one of those kind. Just had to share it with you all.
Oh, by the way, peace is seeing a sunset, and knowing who to thank.
"The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything that comes along their way."
Posted by dotsux at 7/20/2005 12:23:00 pm
18.7.05
a job well done..!!
haha...a job well done to all who organized participate and help out ncc day parade yest..i meant only da parade part..=Pncc day parade 2005
parade commander: s/clt izzat [east]
parade 2ic: clt kent ong [east]
goh commander: s/clt jennifer (tat's me) [east]
goh 2ic: clt gavin sim [east]
ncc lang flag bearer: clt suhailah [east]
east flag bearer: clt melvin toh [east]
color rsm: ssg khai [east]
haha...so many east for main appointment holders..!! hehe~ so happy...yest parade was a success..at least we manage to halt togather..though i still feel tat afternoon's rehearsal was better...=P oh well...for my last ncc day parade...as in taking part wise..i will still come back n view da parade in da future..it was a great turn out..none of da land contingent cadets fall out....they even sang ncc song n read da pledge loudly..great job guys n gals....though at 1st da part where we have to wait so LONG for da vips to arrive...=/ me n kent was actually talking to each other to keep ourselves awake...hehe..=P ops...=X i got so many tings to say..too much tat i dunno hw to type it out...
a big THANK YOU to RSM...thank u for da chance n guidence u've given me...all da faith n trust in me..thank u sir..hope i didnt let u down..n also to all who haf given me ur well wishes n words of encouragement..thanks a million..each n every1 of them means alot to me..thank u so so much..
n also nt forgetting all da east gold units...congrats..!! overal best ncc unit..victoria school..!! haha~ finally is east district's turn..!! haha~ u guys have done a great job...keep it up...
next up..to do farewell gifts for 2lt tiger n sgt mus..sad to say..all gd tings haf to come to an end..but still i wish at least 2lt tiger would stay..*hint hint* but he got his path to take..wish them all da best in their future...2lt tiger tink so far was da best tat any district can ever get..n hope tat he is able to solve da prob..n frenz is da best ting 1 can ever get..=) thank u sir for all da guidence and advise u haf given me..ive learnt alot from u..thank u once again..
nt feeling too gd nw...da dumb weather plus da darn cough...ciaoz..
Posted by dotsux at 7/18/2005 01:25:00 pm
12.7.05
yet another slpless nite..
hmz..having another slp-less nite..its already 4am in da morning n im still wide awake...tink i slpt too much last nite..=P was practically weared out..as i slpt 4am in da morning on sat woke up at 7 for ndp...catch f4 wif my poly buddies at midnite...n went for parade rehearsal da next day...hehe..=Pbeen tinking alot recently...abt getting a job...relationships...ncc...getting but lost...soon i guess..or am i starting to drift away again..??
abt job...applied for da pilot..yes nw every1 noes..despite da fact tat i hardly says..but seems tat some peps asked n those who noes jus told..n it jus got out..didnt really wan ppl to know coz i was jus trying..thought i may nt be da pilot material..jus wanna gif it a shot b4 i go for da real deal...going for another test str after ndp...a 5hr test..heard from helyn tat its very hard..got to do wif ur limbs coordinations...oh well..jus gotta try my best..nuting to lose..
gotta get a part-time job soon..really need da cash n b4 mum starts to nag again..nt tat i really like staying at home..but..hmz..lazy i guess..=) but really hope to learn driving b4 i start work..really getting nowhere here...
abt relationships...is it hunting me again..? i dunno..really hope tat i doesnt...really trying to get on wif my life..arghz..hate to tink of da happy times..weird rite..? oh well..jus making me feel lonelier ever..haha..tink ppl like kai n ting2 mite understand wat im refering to ba...=P though i really hope to be in 1...but dun wanna rush tings..n get into 1 jus becoz i wan to..starting to feel bit late...was really hoping to be in 1 for da long run b4 da big day..but sometings u jus gotta wait for fate to arrange rite..? realised tat my judgement is very poor in relationships..making da wrong decisions..missing da chance..or make others in pain...recent (nt very lar...) went out wif da trinity (they dunno dats da name i got for us..jus named onli...=P)..got to know tat he broke up wif her..was happy n sad at da same time..but i noe tat i cant possible tell him hw i feel..i missed my chance..n he has his life nw..dun wanna ruin da friendship tat we've bulit for years..hope for da best for him..for he is da most gentleman guy i ever met......
abt ncc...really hope to do a gd job for ncc day parade...my last ever ncc major event tat im gonna involve wif ba...real sad to know tat gd tings jus gotta end somewhere...=~( though mite really hope to continue on...guess tis mite be 1 of da reasons tat im taking tings 1 step at a time..? so tat i can do more stuff in ncc...? haven even get my gold cert n outstanding clt..shld have applied last yr..arghz..=/ come to tis yr...dunno even see a letter...apply also no use...really hate to leave jus like tat...some clts actually came n ask me when im leaving...hoping tat i can stay longer...tks alot guys..really touch..jus hope u peps can do east district proud...n continue bring up da standards of da cadets n corps...=D
ndp shows has starting...last sat jus had da 1st ne show..it was great....was telling others tat dunno y suddenly their marching n wheeling become so gd..haha...guess its really da crowd than..gd job gals..n also da few male clts marching..=) heard tat there was 1 cdo red lion broke his legs..hope he's alrite...get well soon..
go play some games liaoz..ciaoz..
Posted by dotsux at 7/12/2005 03:56:00 am
6.7.05
thank u all da clts who helped out in camp feast 3
*to all da clts that attended camp feast phase 3..[thank you all for all ur help and support that u have given to me..hope u guys n gals learnt something new and had enjoyed urself like i do...looking forward to see u guys n gals for da next camp/activity...take care.. ]
jus finished camp feast 3...haven hold camp oic post for very long le..tink also but rusty..though no major cock ups..but kept missing out some small stuffs...lucky got yd n 2lt tiger to remind me..=P to me..it was a camp well run...hehe...at least da cadets r nt going back late...=D
still got report to write...haiz...hopefully can finish by sat...if nt must wait for some time le... cant wait for ndp tis sat...1st ne show..missed da trg last wk due to ncc day parade..feel bit bad..but was happy tat e ncc day parade rehearsal went well also...was praying so hard tat i would be able to halt da goh at the correct spot so tat tis part wont be cancaelled..if nt it will be another disappointment again...=) lucky me enough..hehe..da cadets...though didnt march tat well...was able to keep da spacing between them...n da spacing between da markers are still acceptable...*phew*
da reppalling team was activated again..supposely...for ncc day parade performance...was quite sad when i heard there will be another performance tis yr..but..it was cancalled...=P nt tat im bad..but was quite glad when hearing tat...coz i wont be missing out any fun than...love reppalling...it was da 1st ever high element stuff tat i ever dare to do..(exculding obs pri5 camp...=P) hope can do another 1 for ncc...hmz...
very tired le...gotta go rest le....ciaoz...
ZzZzzzz......
Posted by dotsux at 7/06/2005 11:43:00 pm
1.7.05
saf day + ncc day
happy national cadet corps day everyone...104 years ago..on tis very day...da very first army cadet corps was set up...let up rem n celebrate the day where ncc day is founded..!! cadets..pls dun fall aslp on parade while listening to dr beng's speech..hehe...=Pto all nsf n regulars...happy saf day...=D u guys too..enjoy da speech..!!